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Self-Realization
03:42
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I learned a lot
I felt a lot
I loved a lot
Now that’s over and done
I hurt a lot
I cried a lot
I bled a lot
Now I’m being reborn
What a glorious gestation
Curled up in the womb
I knew everything
What a lovely train station
I waited for a while on my way to you
You who I don’t even know yet
Who I can never know unless I am awake
Awake to my true purpose
Love is but a vehicle to self-realization
Awake to my true purpose
Life is but a vehicle to self-realization
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2. |
The Geese
02:42
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Look at the geese
Flying in a V
Full of certainty
Always where they're supposed to be
Going in and out
Never with the shadow of a doubt
Knowing where they're going
I thought I was one of them
Flying toward you then
In my migration
But where am I now?
All alone, without
Your currents to ride
Your air to be inside
Your currents to ride
Your air to be inside
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3. |
Wood in the Water
03:54
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Where in the woods can I find you?
Where in the thickets of my mind can I spot you?
Can my heart burn a clearing for a meadow?
Do you only appear when I want you?
Or only when I am not trying to hold you?
Grasp you, keep you close, if I let you go will you rise like wood in the water
Wood in the water
Nothing ever happens til I let you float over
The current, watch you ride through the bend and out of sight
And then I wonder if you are not just the wood but the river in itself
In the water
Feeling the cold truth rush over my fingers
Feel my fist close in the only shape it knows
And feel how it only contains constant change in the flow
Where in the sea can you wash over me?
Can I wait on the shore or must I plunge in the deep?
Can I remain myself and still feel you all around me?
Or can you hold all those waves in your own body?
Can you carry the vastness of formless being?
And mould it into a breathing form that wakes me early in the morning
To go to work
And kisses me
On the cheek
And what can I do
With this new knowledge of the sea of you?
Can I swim it?
From shore to shore
From my birth until death
May I always know more
Of your surface and depth
With each wave that reflects the rise and fall of your breath
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4. |
Have You Found Me?
04:57
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I’ve been walking the city streets
Passing by all kinds of people
The healthy and the broken and the wealthy and the homeless
The lovers and the lonely and the seekers and the lost souls
And I’ve been searching the faceless crowds
For a familiar face in this town
But when all I see are masks
It’s hard to know my way around
Yea when all I see are actors
It’s hard to know if I’ve been found
Have you found me
Amidst the endless trees
Have you seen me
Between the thousand mirrors
Could you suddenly see clearer
Once I came up nearer
Could you not feel what you’ve always known
Til you held me close
I’ve been talking to the friends I’ve made
Asking questions, to each the same:
How are you and who are you and what is your truer name?
What’s your plan and where do you stand and what position do you play?
I’ve been struggling to know right from wrong
Slowly puzzling what I feel in my heart
When the suffering all seems distant, as if across the sea
I’m left wondering what it is that is happening to me
Are you what lies beyond the pale
In the field past good and evil
Is the only way to be with you to open up my sail
And let the winds of all directions direct my specific trail
And will you meet me in that city built by all who truly listened
And have followed intuition on their ships across the ocean
To the island not divided by the lines they draw between us
There’s a vision we’re all drawn to and if we let it, it will lead us
To a place where we’re united, both the healthy and the broken, both the wealthy and the homeless, both the lovers and the lonely, both the seekers and the lost souls
And I see now you have found me
On this island in the vast sea
For its always just beyond us, or beside us or within us
Just waiting for us to open, just waiting to be freed
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5. |
Just To Be Alive
03:48
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Even if I’m wrong
And it’s not what I’m meant to do
I might still meet you
Even if it’s better
to stay within this peace
Who knows there this will lead?
I’m right on time
For this train to arrive
Event if I’m meant to
Do something else entirely
This might be what I need
Even if I’m stuck
Always leaving home
Forever wandering on
I’m right on time
For this train to arrive
And I hope it takes me
Straight to you
A one-way ticket
Straight through
Even if I’m falling
Backward through the sky
I’m still up so high
Even if I’m afraid
Of not living out my purpose
Just living is still worth it
I'm right on time
To be alive
I'm right on time
For this train to arrive
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6. |
Thank You For Everything
03:31
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Thank you for everything
For not working out
Thank you for sticking
With me throughout
A year of fear, sickness, and drought
For knowing when to go within
And be without me
Thank you for being you
For letting me be me
Thank you for seeing truth
For speaking it free
When you could have just
As easily
Kept it within
In fear of being
Without me
Maybe someday you’ll be flying away to somewhere great and you’ll look down on me in my state and you’ll smile at the memory far below of what we had once long ago
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7. |
Whispering Peace
05:20
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Lyrics from Serenity by Edward Rowland Sill (1841-1887):
Brook,
Be still, - be still!
Midnight's arch is broken
In thy ceaseless ripples.
Dark and cold below them
Runs the troubled water, -
Only on its bosom,
Shimmering and trembling,
Doth the glinted star-shine
Sparkle and cease.
Life,
Be still, - be still!
Boundless truth is shattered
On thy hurrying current.
Rest, with face uplifted,
Calm, serenely quiet;
Drink the deathless beauty -
Thrills of love and wonder
Sinking, shining, star-like;
Till the mirrored heaven
Hollow down within thee
Holy deeps unfathomed,
Where far thoughts go floating,
And low voices wander
Whispering peace.
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8. |
Open Wide
02:54
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Every time I open wide
I get hurt deep inside
My heart and it starts to part the seas
And I start to walk through everything
You must have sensed my opened eyes
For then you opened wide yourself
And you took my face into your mouth
And you left your mark on my eyebrow
Yea you hurt me good, but it's not your fault
For I made myself vulnerable
Saying to the world, here I am
Exposed and open to the elements
Even with the risk of getting bit
Or love that is unrequited
Or losing all that I have loved
Just loving at all is good enough
Just love at all is worth it
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9. |
Footprints
06:39
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Looking at the river but the river was not flowing
It was covered in an ice sheet which was blanketed in white snow
It was pure no footprints no evidence of existence there
And I felt my mind start to go blank as my eyes were filled with nothing but air
Sitting on a snow bank that was once a river bank
With a friend I’d known forever but we’d rarely ever hang
And I told my friend to my left that I didn’t mind the rest
That this season that we fight through forces us to accept
We left footprints
In the ski tracks
We left snow angels
In the pure white snow bank
We left life behind
For some peace of mind
Before springtime
Rest in the stillness
With this old friend of mine
Trudging through the deep snow back to wherever we came from
My body was working hard but everything else was effortless
Though the wind was blowing hard, the conversation was just flowing
And the silences, like winter, were a respite from the rest of it all
Climbing back to town my friend pointed out a mountain
That was bathed in alpine glow from a sun that had just come out
On the road with cars passing us by we stood there for a moment
I had never known you could see the tallest hill around from this old town
We left footprints
In the ski tracks
We left snow angels
In the pure white snow bank
We left life behind
For some peace of mind
Before springtime
Rest in the stillness
With this old friend of mine
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10. |
Campfire Covenant
04:36
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Summer burns you
Like a sudden burst of flame
Upwards from the campfire
Where it came and licked your face
Life fills up
Like a dam put in the river
All the water becomes stiller
And you float on there forever
Til you burn up in the sun
Til you become smoke that rises
Above everyone
As a sacrifice
Years pass by
Like a night spent with good friends
Passing time remembering
All of our shenanigans
Soon we’ll grow old
Like the rings within these trees
And we’ll reach the canopy
And see over everything
Til our roots can hold no longer
Til we fall out of the light
And on the dark forest floor
Become a sacrifice
Providing for other life
Letting baby trees grow tall
Decomposing into soil
Giving homes to other animals
And when all the water we held inside
Evaporates into the light
The droplets will hang for a moment
Creating a rainbow tent
Sheltering the canopy
That is my covenant
Shining over everything
Protecting this beautiful world
Cycling life and death
Every life ever lived
Has given something great
With each dying breath
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11. |
It's A Cycle
03:52
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Round
We go round in cycles
From flowing water to icicles
And my heart it stops and it starts
Pumping blood then freezing up
Love
It comes and it goes
In one moment I miss you and the next I want to be
alone, just me and my thoughts
But then they get caught
in their cycles
And I need them to stop
And I need you to come
Into bed where it’s quiet and we can just talk about life
How it goes up
And then down
In one moment there’s beauty and the next all of the lights are out
And we’re dreaming
Of wrestling with an angel who fell from above
And the wrestling
Starts to feel a little like making love
And the loving
Starts to burn the brittle cage around our beating hearts
And the beating
Like a wild animal starts to scare us and we cower like a child
But that child
In its wide-eyed innocence wants nothing more than to be held
It’s a cycle
It’s a cycle
Coming back to you
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Yitzi Burlington, Vermont
After growing up in Burlington, VT, Yitzi embarked on a spiritual, philosophical, poetic journey that took him to lands far and wide, that took him inside the mountains and crevices of his own and other's hearts, and that always came pouring out of his guitar and voice in song. ... more
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